Job Searching

     It's hard to find a job out here in Los Angeles, but I'm trying to make some connects with people so they can possibly get me in. My school just gave me a job flash, which means that they give me job placements. There is this club/bar in Los Angeles that I'm going to apply to on Friday. It's a gay bar. I'm far from gay, but I know some straight guys that work at gay bars and they say that they make a lot of money. Hopefully I can get this job. I have nothing agaisnt gay people at all, so well see how this goes.

Quote of the Day

"If you are bored with life, if you don't get up every morning with a burning desire to do things—you don't have enough goals." — Lou Holtz

Artist: Will Barras

February 19th, 2011
Event: Pow Wow Hawaii

To see his work click the link http://www.willbarras.com/

Museums & Events

    The best thing about Los Angeles is the fact that there are a lot of museums, galleries, and events that take place through out the year. I went to the MOCA (Museum of Contemporaty Art), with my friend Johana about a week ago and I loved it. The exhibit that went on was a graffiti gallery. I saw amazing art work done from artist such as, Banksy, Keith Haring, Kaws, JR, Lady Pink, Mr. Cartoon and more. It was definitely the best thing that's happened since I've been in Los Angeles so far. Hopefully I can get these jobs and be able to visit more of these museums and event, and end up being content with living in Los Angeles. It will keep me focused on myself rather then the people around me.

By the way I took some pictures of a bunch of cards that I took from the musuem. Don't worry they were free lol. I'll post a couple of them. Hope you enjoy!

ME

     I came to the conclusion that I need to cut people out my life and worry about me for a change. I need to do a lot on my own to get my happy back. I don't know how my relationship with some people will be, but I'm doing this for me. If I'm not happy, I can't fully make another person happy.

The Plan

I must stay positive and not let things get to me. Since this is a new beginning I'm starting from scratch. I'm almost at rock bottom, but I'm not trying to actually see the bottom of the hole. I have to grind my ass off to make myself happy. I know what I need to do.

Kid Cudi - My World

Not Happy

     I'm going through a very hard struggle at this point in time in life. It's eating away at me every second, and it's starting to drive me insane. I'm trying to keep my sanity, but it's becoming difficult. I never been through a struggle like this before. Hopefully I can get these jobs that I want and then maybe I'll be fine and back to my normal self. I haven't been this unhappy in life in a very long time. I need a dig myself out this whole before it gets worst...

Quotes

Is it safe to say that I live my life by quotes? Most people read the news paper or listen to the news. Everyday when I wake up I read quotes. I read quotes through out the day, just to keep me on track. I read quotes about life, determination, visionaries, motivation, love, and more. Quotes get me through my day and life.