Not Happy

     I'm going through a very hard struggle at this point in time in life. It's eating away at me every second, and it's starting to drive me insane. I'm trying to keep my sanity, but it's becoming difficult. I never been through a struggle like this before. Hopefully I can get these jobs that I want and then maybe I'll be fine and back to my normal self. I haven't been this unhappy in life in a very long time. I need a dig myself out this whole before it gets worst...